In the centre of space, lost in noisy narrow streets Escapes with the cool wind strokes an icy stream of water Only to get lost in massive iron construction Falls under the wheels of speeding cars brought to the limit of endurance overwhelmed by concrete blocks At the same time, it stops and admires In the comfort of the trees catches the first breath of life Slowly emerging, crossing the border to see what he couldn’t see feel what he didn’t feel hear what he was deaf to Circled like a falcon, grabbing every detail Swirled in the midst of infinite beauty …
I’m not sure if you remember one of my post where I mention about a trip that I wanted to take. It was supposed to be now…
I’m crying out loud. I know I shouldn’t complain because people are dying. I cannot help it, though. It might sound silly among the wave of fear, but I just wanted to disappear for some time. The trip was supposed to be a stop where I end one chapter of my life and start another one. I wanted to treat it as a time when I hit a reset button and erase everything what’s unnecessary in my mind. Just pure walking.
After that I wanted to come back and start a new life, in a new home, doing a new job. I’m encaged instead. Waiting… counting… hoping…
I’ve been so sad today. Don’t know how to change it. Please, tell me how to cure my soul to stop feeling the sadness so deep it turns into nothingness. I’m not sure if you… if you could change anything. Rip my melancholic heart out of my chest. Would I be happy if I saw you swirling around tables whispering magic words. Not when my eyes bleed with sadness staining my emerald dress. You wouldn’t change anything. Please, let go of my hand. I’ve been so sad tonight.